Dammit...I truly apologize!!!! But its to much now! I hold no animosity toward any creature of the MOST HIGH...I have waaaayyyyy too much stuff to do, each day, to waste that much brain space! Im bigger than that and bigger than you if you take residence in that lowered mindset! Most of you that care to get to know more than my name will realize that I have tribal responsibilities, ancestral work as well as a lineage of souls to bear witness to, to be stuck in ANY negative energy you try to give, usher or relay. I am not perfect and I am not the bad guy here!!! Since you asked...YES...I need a car...I dont have one! The one I use is just that...one I USE!! YES...I need another space to live but cant use the spaces I have for mommies because (1) Im not pregnant and (2) thats unethical...period!!!! And NO...I have not been paid (from the bellies that owe money) in 65 days!!! But...I still help all that come my way!!! But again...I guess you didnt care to know that side of me! However, if I cannot help you in your need, or cannot maternally service you for your birth or even send you money as you need or deserve, please dont feel the need to brow-beat, slander or speak permanently on a fleeting situation! I am freakin HUMAN, with feeling a and pains too...but these bellies need things so I must go on...I dont know how it happens...but it does!!! I have asked you this before...please come to ME!!! Stop showing me that you are still stuck in HS, by telling everyone else..e to me...it will get back to me and it hurts to hear it, when it does! I am more than accessible and very open to share ANY FREAKING THING I HAVE...shit...too much, sometimes!!! So please...please...please...with every ounce of sanity I have left, I now BEG you...Please innerstand that I too have certain things I am required to do in life and through this mission...it hurts to have to service and share Village space with those that would rather talk ill of what I dont do (in your mind) than talk TO me, to help better me. I now walk around on eggshells, praying I dont hinder a responsibility in fear my integrity and reputation will go down with the strike of another nasty tongue!!! I am one person with a great mission...that still loves YOU...regardless how you hurt ME!!! But even unconditional love can be redefined as enabling so please stop hurting me because you are hurting! I beg you! Thank you for allowing me to share...
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 01:14:25 +0000
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