Day 194: Imagination. I spend most of my days listening to music. I am not the kind of person that cannot have some kind of music playing around me, really, ALL THE TIME. Something that has been bothering me recently is the theme most musicians seem to place into most of their songs. Heartache. The reoccurring theme of pain and sorrow over lost love. That causes my imagination to run amok. Sometimes my mind cannot be trusted, as it will summon the worst possible vision of being alone for the rest of my life, due to my inability to recognize that which may or may not be right in front of me. An intense fear that I am making all the wrong decisions, choosing everything incorrectly. Steering this train right off a cliff. I know, that is just a part of my brain that lives to create pain for me, living in self doubt. I have to remember to breathe. There is something there that can keep the ship righted. Filling the sails with a positive energy, keeping the keel pointed in the direction that my life needs to head in. I am a very lucky man to have such great family and friends. That is something that I thank the Universe for everyday. Saying that, if I do not put the energy in, no one else will do it for me. One Day. Today. Love, Joel
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 08:50:31 +0000
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