Day five of Cancer Treatment:- Well had a bit of a wobble last night, my first since before my treatment started. Why? Maybe it is because of the overwhelming support from all my family and friends, old and new. I have come to the conclusion that it is the people that support the suffer that cancer affects more, than actually the patient. Before my treatment started and diagnosis was confirmed I can say I saw the whole world in a different light, everything was actually brighter. Yes I know the sun was out for a brief moment, but to me everything was different. I could feel the heat of the sun on my face, the breeze against my skin, every step was taken as if it was one of the last things I would feel. Watching and listening to the kids playing in the park brought a tear to my eye. The Wobble I had last night was because now I can see the lymphoma going down and Im not feeling ill, i am wondering if i am actually under playing the seriousness of my illness, or is my dumb stubbornness or positiveness that is carrying me through. I know this is not the flu, and wont be gone in a week or so. And realise that I have a year or so of test and visits to the hospital before I am told I am cured. So please stick with me, support me and support the cancer charities that have made it possible that when cancer hits so suddenly there are treatments and cures out there waiting. Cancer doesnt just affect the sufferer but more so the people around them. My overall day has been a nice relaxing one, and hope not to see every hour through the night like last night!
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 21:04:22 +0000
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