Days of endless struggle More hopeful pills today Trying to appear normal In some sort of way. It seems that the struggle Is always here with me And I wouldnt be here now If guilt would leave me be I know theres been many Whove had it worse than I But that doesnt always mean That I wouldnt say good-bye People say I have a lot going for me Im sorry, but I just cant see I cant see because my worst enemy Is not my life, but inside of me. Always on a roller coaster, Not much consistency Im nothing if Im not up or down Im nothing if just me. Very little energy Wanting to stay in bed Wishing to be enthusiastic Instead of feeling like Im made of lead. Wanting to be excited Wanting to care for more But when nothing makes sense Its hard to focus on the poor. Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking Its hard to keep in touch With what is happening around me And not to worry too much. I feel that everybody is better than me And that I cant do anything right. This is how Ive felt my whole damn life It didnt just start last night. No confidence, no self-esteem Everybody else is right To speak my mind is to be a fool So I just try to sit tight. Any one of these problems Would be a heavy life But when you have them ALL Living seems like a roll of the dice.
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 10:34:37 +0000
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