Dear FB family and friends. This is very difficult for me to write and admit. It comes with feelings of guilt, shame, and defeat. I am in need of prayer. I have yet to be free and delivered in this area of my life. Its embarrassing and effects everyone I am attached to. But I have learned that the enemy always wants you to hide your dirty little secrets so he can keep you bound to them. Its a subject rarely talked about or faced but I want to be free. My car is broke down. No big deal right? Well for me it is. I am a financial mess. I worked my way off welfare but still stuggle with a poverty mentality. Ive made financial promises to my children that I havent kept, to my parents that I havent kept, and to many others along the way. I have nothing saved and pay check to paycheck is a struggle. I am so upset. I have noone to blame but my undisciplined self. I heard my Pastor (PRP) during DMC14 declare a 5 year turn around. That the 7 years of decline is over!!! I want to learn, to turn it around, and at least have money in the bank so when things happen like this I can say no problem instead of feeling like my life is over. As embarassing as this is, my desire to be free is greater!!!!!!!!! So Please agree with me in prayer for this turn around and for me to learn how to manage the income God has so graciously blessed me with. In Duet 28 the Lord makes it clear that I am to be a lender not a borrower, blessed coming in and blessed going out, my family is blessed, my finances are blessed, the fruit of my labor is blessed. I am a tither and I SHALL BE FREE!!!!!!!!!! Thank you all for your prayers and support!! Although I declare freedom, expect it, expect deliverence, expect a miracle, expect to grow in financial wisdom and knowledge, I have tears of pain and embarrassment. It feels dirty and heavy. Please keep me in prayer!! Thank you.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 16:40:01 +0000
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