Dear Madalynn, kobe, Eva, and levi, As I opened my eyes this morning, the realization that you will be starting a new school year at a new school held me hostage for a moment. Today, you embark on yet another new chapter in your young lives, and as we went about our cray cray morning routine, I thought of so many things I wanted to say to you guys. Things I’ve already said in the many conversations we’ve had leading up to this day, but as a mom, I cant help but feel the urge to repeat in case you didn’t hear me the first time. As I quietly entered your rooms and softly kissed you awake - I wanted to tell you that I know what it’s like to be the new kid. I understand the butterflies in your stomach and wondering if you’ll make friends. Believe in yourself. I do. As you rubbed your eyes and stretched your tiny body - I wanted to tell you I understand worrying about finding your way both physically and socially. You’ll spend a lifetime finding your way. Never give up. As I stood at the bathroom door while you brushed your teeth - I wanted to tell you that sometimes the new kid is at a disadvantage simply because you are new, but the very fact that you are the new kid is sometimes an advantage in and of itself. Embrace the adventure. As I laid out your clothes - I wanted to tell you that as the new kid other kids will be drawn to you. Some won’t accept you. That’s okay as it will be their loss. As I prepared your lunch at the kitchen counter - I wanted to tell you to embrace this new experience with a positive outlook because while it is all strange and a bit scary today, very soon it will all be routine and familiar. It’s the circle of life. As I included a note in your lunchbox - I wanted to tell you to try not to look so nervous. Sometimes the simple act of smiling can be the beginning of a beautiful friendship. It is said a picture is worth a thousand words. I believe a smile is worth at least that much. As you sat at the table eating your breakfast - I wanted to tell you if at any moment today you find yourself in an uncomfortable situation, just breathe. You’ll be amazed how a couple of deep breaths can help you see things in a whole new light. As I helped you tie your shoes - I wanted to tell you to remember you only need one good friend. Quality beats quantity. As I placed your backpack on your small shoulders - I wanted to tell you how my heart is torn between wanting to keep you home with me all day where I can love you and protect you and wanting you to go out there and have experiences I can’t provide for you. Don’t grow up too fast okay? As we got in the car - I wanted to tell you how I prayed last night that those you cross paths with today will see you as I do…smart, kind, caring, funny, creative. More importantly, I hope you always see yourself as I do. As I watched u buckle in - I wanted to tell you not everyone will have things in common with you. Embrace the differences. They may pleasantly surprise you. As I adjusted my mirrors and caught a glimpse of you in the backseat - I wanted to tell you to be patient with yourself and others. Time has a way of charting our course from the trivial to the really big stuff. As I backed out of the driveway - I wanted to tell you to not be afraid to try something new. That’s the beauty of a clean slate. As I drove the few miles to school - I wanted to tell you to listen when the teacher speaks, when someone new talks about themselves, etc. Listening is one of those skills that will come in handy later in life. Remember, as you go through not just this first day of school, but every day of your life, to strive to be a centered self, rather than be self-centered. But above all this, remember the little things, its what matters the most. When u grow to be a big person, u will smell something that reminds you of……Your first day of school. You’ll turn to follow where that scent is from. Your eyes find a school, much like the one youre going to, and the smell of cafeteria food mixed with bleach and a freshly waxed gym floor, and it might just stop you in your tracks. Take a deep breath, take in the scent, and let the memories wash over you. As I pulled into the parking lot - I wanted to tell you to follow instructions when necessary, but also to make sure you always express yourself. It’s okay to speak up. As I walked u all to class, I gave you each a kiss and a hug and said - “Just be yourself, and remember that I love you with all of my heart. Cant wait to hear about how awesome your day was. I realized that’s really all you needed to hear. Love, Mommy
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 16:10:39 +0000
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