Dear Ms Bea, As I sit here this morning thinking and pondering and wishing I could call and you would answer. On July 28th 2014 most would say their life changed forever. However this wasnt your motto or character. Im still trying to wrap my head around everything. You had one of the best mottos, and you said it from day one. Even after you was released that day and called me and said Mandy Honey Gods got this and thats all we need to worry about On October 3rd 2014 at 325pm my life forever changed then at 556pm when you gained your wings and soared high. I miss your voice, smile, your words of wisdom, the support you always gave me even if I was wrong. If I could turn back time I would. Its so hard to swallow that its been a month already. The hurt can be unbearable at times. I know that you wouldnt want any of us to be gloomy, But its hard not to be. Ive cried till I couldnt cry anymore, prayed for this all to go away and wish you were here with us. I know that GOD needed you for his army of Angels but I can be selfish, No one really understands me and my mom. I think 1 positive thing that came from you soaring high is the relationship me and my mom have now. We talk to each other daily about 10 times. I can hear you now youd say Mandy thats great, Im happy for you guys. We all had the best time at Chemo. We laughed till we cried, we talked about all the different things going on each of our lives. One day Ill be ok but for now its hard to be. We didnt say Goodbye but Ill see you later.. Bea I love you to the moon and back and will rejoice when the day comes that I can see you again. Beannie Berry
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 11:08:47 +0000
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