Dear popz I hope u can hear me It seem like lately I aint been thinkin clearly This yr didnt start well n hasnt gotten better I thought id sit down n write u this letter I wish I culda been there 2 hug u I never told u how much I really love u Thinkin bout our convo on the phone I knew it wuld b our last The sound in ur voice made me 4give everything in our past I was choked up culdnt even talk 2dayz later I got the news, swear 2 God I culdnt even walk Who knew id take so hard No time 2 mourn n cry walkin wit other killaz on a yard The day they freed me I wasnt happy like ppl thought I shuld b Cuz u werent there u promised me u wuld b Alot been goin on since u been gone Ma got a good man I kno u b happy for mom Nessa wow she a woman now u b so proud N she got a real beautiful Lil girl My boy he got so big I got another boy bout 2 come in2 this world God willing ima try my plan was 2 name him after u As 4 his mama idk how thats gona pan out but ima do wat I hav 2 do Anyway thats another story put it in my rearview mirror Popz to b honest I aint really happy here N havnt been 4 awhile I put on a fake smile n play the part I kno I got alot but all I lost left a hole in my heart Happiness isnt real so I figure id stop lookin then Try n wait patiently till im bak wit u again Im good at actin like everything fine ppl dnt kno im really stressed out Its funny suckaz run they mouth not knowin ill eazily walk up n leave em streached out This wat im goin thru im down here feelin all alone I go 2 the cemetary by myself teary eyed its hard seein ur name on a stone Im glad I hav my family I culdnt of done it witout them But its like I climb out of a canyon jus 2 b stopped by mountians Pops is there heaven? Theres gotta b Earth is hell feelz like the weight of the world on top of me We werent even close but ur the one i miss the most Its hard 2let u go so I never did Wish I wake up from this nightmare n u never died u lived Bad timin we were jus growin tighter I made this far cuz ima born son of a fighter Ur blood flowin thru me Till I c u again sincerely its urs truly...
Posted on: Fri, 26 Jul 2013 08:46:47 +0000
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