Deep Confession: Me.....A chapter in my life I struggle with.....a portion of my testimony.... Growing up being a fatherless child hurts me till this day....31 years of age and he knows nothing about me or my accomplishments in life and it still bothers me.... a living dad who did nothing for me...5 other children he had in his home....while Im in another home made me feel like nothing in this world.... and for him to be a preacher a time in his life I felt as though he should have known better....Ive never done anything with him....hes never bought me anything.... he never spent time with me molding me to become a man....I can never get those moments back...did I hate him yes I did for a long time...did I forgive him yes I did ..in my heart I felt I should....BUT GOD..... its good to know that there is a reason to rejoice in every circumstances, there is nothing i can hold on to but unto Jesus, He loves me and will never abandon me...hes giving me a new life and a new Father to brag on....hes giving me more than I can ever have because I trust and believe in Jesus...hes my all my everything...I know that he loves me and when I call his name he is right there in my presence before I can say Jesus....there is a name I can call on to say Father protect me....hes my beginning and the end my prince of peace...the light in my darkness...my bright and morning star....he my Jesus......to be continued
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 21:46:31 +0000
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