Depression. Why does it have to be so bad? No matter what people say or how they say it, it still doesnt matter. Use all the Biblical or socially correct things to say and...it still is depression. It doesnt mean we dont love God or dont care what Dr. Phil has to say... it just IS. It is a psychological clinical defect, not for lack of trying or not caring...it just IS. Nothing that can be said or done to make it better....it just IS. I wish I had more, but I dont . Dont know why it starts or how to make it stop, it just IS. For better or for worse, sickness and in health, it just IS. I dont care about anything yet I care about everything. I am tired of the physical pain all the time and the constant mental strain. GI upset and pain is the norm. Weight gain and weight loss come and go like the wind. I laugh and cry at everything yet nothing is funny or sad, it just IS. Cant sleep some days and others that all I want to do. I feal guilty at pleasureable things yet need them desperately. I am very important to those around me, yet I feel like I am lost in a sea of faces. I am just ME. I AM THAT I AM. God made me this way, it just IS.
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 18:09:23 +0000
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