Did you know I hate you? Did you know I depend on you so much it makes my insides turn and my life falter, it makes me sick. I wish I was a loving person but this is who I am, this is the dark soul within me is me. I express my love for you with my burning, Newfound hatred. I reveal my overflow of love to you with an overflow of loathing. I hope one day you will hate me so all equality and balance may return to my humble life and I can understand my place in this messed up world. But you, loving me... It scares the hell out of me. Because what if I become so crazy with this overflow of love that I died, because you died. I dont want to know the feeling of you leaving because when youre gone, I feel like fire. Fire burning a pathway through my soul and it is a violent pain I cant forget. It makes me insane. Insane so much that I begin to wonder what if I love you so much that my hate for you is what love really is. You keep coming back so, maybe just maybe how I feel is just the beginning of how you feel about me, Isnt it?
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 05:41:02 +0000
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