***Disclaimer- This is a Debbie Downer moment, or what ever the male equivalent would be, youve been warned*** So, this has to be probably the second worst week of my life and I need to vent for a moment and then hopefully I will turn back into my happy positive self. Have you ever had a week where something bad has happened ever week. I am currently at 5 out of 7 and am considering sabatoging something Friday and Saturday to make it a perfect week. Sunday- Started this week off just really struggling emotionally with the imminent loss of my father. Not to say it will happen soon but it could and I really struggled with that. Monday- I found out one of my favorite cousins fell and fractured her skull and was in ICU. Shes doing better now but given all of the other emotions with my father I really struggled with it. Tuesday-Got the final word that my dad was to weak to travel to Houston to attend the BYU game with me. Had to console him as he wept cause he wanted to come be with me (now, I am skipping the game and driving to OKC to watch the game on the couch with my best friend). Wednesday-After visiting the dr, my mom misinterpreted the results of my dads operation and convinced herself that my father was cancer free. Very difficult consoling her through this and trying to explain to her that Dad still had cancer and he was still going to die. Very difficult moment. Today-The money thing posted earlier but at this point, thats just petty. On the bright side, things can only get better from here. I am tired of hurting and feeling sad. Time to be positive again and shake off the dust and try to be the fun-loving- drama free person that I generally am. Sorry to my friends for all the negativity. Just been a real rough couple of weeks but I will get through it. After this, there is nothing I cant do.
Posted on: Thu, 17 Oct 2013 19:46:56 +0000
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