Do you know how it feels to lose someone? How you go through grief and pain? I know how that feels. To always live in rain. I remember it like it was yesterday. How I stood by my dads side. And how I couldn’t bare to look at him because all I would do was cry. I knew I couldn’t help him. I couldn’t fix his pain. I couldn’t stop myself from crying. I couldn’t help him in anyway. My dad was so loving. He was such a caring guy. Maybe he wasnt perfect. But he didnt cheat, steal, or lie. I loved my dad so much. I loved him with all my heart. But there was nothing I could do. It was too late from the start. Its been a year today. It doesnt feel like its been that long. And although it still hurts. Hes now where he belongs. No matter what happens, hell always be loved. Until the day I die and I join him up above. Hes up there somewhere with God. He’s in his rightful place. And even though I want him back. Its a tragedy I have to face. Sometimes at night I cry myself to sleep. But through the year of darkness, the depression I’ll have to defeat. His love is what keeps me hanging on. Love is a strong word, I know. Its kept me alive this long. But there is one more thing, that I have to say. My dads love will go on and in my heart he will forever stay.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Nov 2013 00:06:15 +0000