Doing better, but once in awhile will bump the side of a door or turn least bit wrong.......... wow! Couldnt describe & would get in trouble pretty quick to try. Closest thing to it is to imagine a nasty scabb covering half your back, when not looking some joker runs up &rips that sucker right off! But the mean stuff running through the leg is easing up thank God. Wow, wow. Pretty much sums it up. When things mend enough are putting some craft close to water so I can paddle or row & hopefuly build up that part of body to never go through it again. Still just pretty angry with the quack who treated me years ago from the accident. Think the total time I acctualy spent talking to him on this was 15 min. over a half dozen trips. Most of that time was saying I thought the trouble was higher up. Should anything like it happen again are seeing a horse doctor!!!!! Tomarrow hope to turn my attention on my art, may have to learn to do things left handed. Will try to work on a few songs, for nothing else to keep my mind busy. To me its sort of a curse to have, dont figure to ever make a dime from it. Get real grumpy if I dont, often make family grumpy when I do. Still its getting to a point where I have done enough of em to record a long session of the ones I tend to like. Maybe the kids will get a kick out of them some day. Things I carve often at least put some change in the pocket, find a home & get aprieceated. Yet the words from my soul I dont put alot of confidence in. I know if I would go to school or take a few courses would be a fair painter. Need to learn technique & Study how to mix color more to suit me. Just need to do. Think perhaps carving, painting, those type of things just hint at what ones thoughts & feelings. But a song or poem pretty much spills it all out. Even making up the sittuation shines alot of ones soul. So the rejections tend to sting a might harder. Well tis time to make my way to bed, roll around a few times to get comfy enough to sleep. Low nueropophy junk going on may get a good night in. Hope all is well & going good for all! Know some are having tough times & my heart & prayers think of you often. Peace & better days my friends. This old hill person is headed for bed.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Jun 2013 05:48:23 +0000
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