Dont just say everythings going to be okay Your words have no use if the future you depend on is so bright and so full of color Futures always end with the dullest grey The sharpest needles that become pinned down into the spine And everything that was once yours will soon vanish and you can no longer say your heart is mine Your thoughts begin to lose focus of what you had chosen But she will continue to try and try She will continue to bleed and burn till the nights dark blue sky sparkles with twinkling lights The same moon will look upon you just as it did that one playful and sinful night The moon that shined down its path onto two people whos lips felt the urge to touch so softly Oh so gently the hands started to grasp one another The girl smiles and hides behind her hand While the boy moves it to kiss her once more again One night the three most casual Most undying feeling of words escaped his breath I love you too. She said Though a hesitation took place It was a thought of pain that entered her heart Shattered her soul once more Love? She thought Is it possible to fall for two beating hearts at once? Was it a game to play But it felt so good just the slightest feeling of his touch Something she had missed so much To feel at ease To have tension of such stress being released Love? She thought everything was right but even though knowing what was being said was clearly wrong As clear as the glass of the cleanest waters that ended up being tears of her own She tries every night to think less but every now and then her deepest fear has begun to show Shes constantly left alone Burning from the cold Scraping her skin so tragically she cries herself to sleep She has no one to hold No one to talk to Just there stranded Under the same disgusted bed sheets that mark such misery The pictures on the walls A box filled with memories to remember it all A kiss to forget The warmth of someone so special That left her feeling in such ways that were indescribable She waited months for things to change She waited week after week for her to not feel the same To not feel abandonment for once in her life To not want to make that decision of using a gun or a knife She thought maybe things would be easier to commit her own suicide But his words and lies wouldve made it a crime He will be punished with guilt and lonesome days wishing she was still near Wanting to take back the hurt The pain Wanting her to be back in his arms But she will be buried six feet under beneath the grass in her grave He will cry While she has died But he finds a note in an old pants pocket One written months before her death The words of love and forgiveness Happiness and the thanks for their first kiss A note to remind him of the best moments of her life And even though she could have never been his wife He was always her brightest light When her world was full of darkness He is someone she will deeply miss And even beneath all the sadness She always loved him Never did she ever stop loving him
Posted on: Sat, 30 Nov 2013 18:32:20 +0000
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