Dont think Ive ever been this happy before...Having simply friends is more amazing than having that bond with a man that labels are relationship. I knew a year ago I should have put my foot down when I said. I want friendship not relationships. Perhaps then it would have lasted. No jealousy would have gotten involved. And I wouldnt have fussed over my appearance so much- or cared so overboard.Perhaps then I wouldnt have cried over silly things. At least this time if I fully commit myself- I wont fuss over things. I dont need a man to take care of me when I can do it. I just have that need for friends who will be there to support me and push me in hard times. and to simply understand. But Look at me now. I pay my own bills. part of my rent. Even with my declining health...Im reaching forward. Overall. I finally made an appointment to see a psych...I almost started crying on the phone when they cried because I do need mental help..
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 20:31:07 +0000
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