Dov Baron #Authentic #Speaker Academy for #Leadership I have about 4 posts half written but havent been able to finish any of them, so many things going on in my head and apparently I cannot get out what I want too. 3 days away from symposium and truth be told, I am totally terrified. I just got off the phone with Annie, and she feels the same way. As we talked about it I got that feeling in the pit of my stomach, the feeling I have avoided for years. I have done the work, put the time in but the last couple of days I have not been connected and of course that freaks me out. I am anxious about it and not sleeping great and when I am tired the voice that says I cant do it, I wont connect, I will disappoint, gets louder. I am not listening but its screaming at times. There is so much wrapped up Sunday, not just presenting but the graduation from the program and as excited as I am, I am also scared. It is the beginning of the next stage in my journey and it will be up to me and only me if I stay with it. That scares me, up until now I have had structure and accountability and after Sunday that will be different. I have changed so much the last 8 months I cant imagine not being where I am, even today as I am sad I am still thankful, for this time last year I would have just stayed busy so I didnt have to feel anything. That is no longer the way I operate. Today I will feel sad and allow myself the time and space to process it. As I face moving forward without the structure of ASAL, I will keep with me the lessons I have learned, the connections I have made and the friendships that I hold in my heart, knowing if I need help I have an amazing support team. Thank you for being part of my journey. Http://asaleadership
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 00:48:57 +0000
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