During meditation today, I realized I have been suffering from the Charlie Brown syndrome of being afraid of being happy because if I become too happy, something will go wrong. This mentality is associated with living in deprivation rather than abundance. Putting limits on our emotional states. The past couple years have been more challenging than most with restarting my technology consulting company on a full-time basis, many personal and financial losses, etc. The hits have come too close after each other in recent months. While I have tried to maintain a positive mental attitude, my subconscious has put limits on experiencing emotions, especially positive ones. Falling back into the domino effect of bad things keep happening. I need to keep trying to maintain positivity and let go of feeling deprived and experience life for all it brings.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Jun 2013 17:16:06 +0000
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