East or west home is the best. I miss my home so much so badly the love ,warmth and careing ,where have they gone.Feel as my entire soul is bound by strains and restrains,demarcated boundaries...I may smile,but underneath it there lies imence pain and suffering.I doubt when that true smile will come back to my eyes. I have opened a new chapter in my life, an important milestone.Ive chosen my path,beyond the wishes of my parents,betraying what I really deserve in my life. Hopes and expectations are the driving forces of ones life.Yet I have no wish for tomorrow.I have only one enduring wish.That is to live today.Be at present.Now I cant turn back.Im embarkes on a mission,a mission chosen by nobody but by my own self. Loneliness,pain and suffering have become part and parcel of my life.I wander why i cant be happy like the others.The only happiness in my soul is the lushes geenaries,snowcaped mountains,the whispers and murmers of the insects in the vicinity.They seem like a healing balm for my suffering solitary heart,the only thing that could bring a true ray of smile to my eyes. Each and every second the nostalgic memories and reminiscences of my past life come to my heart.I miss the absolute sence of cordiality,love,warmth and the gesture of generosity that I receieved at my homefront.My life sails navigated by pains,sufferings and solitude.Still I remain at my lonely room.All vississitudes of life must be accepted.I know it beyond a shadow of a doubt.Could I bare this loneliness and solitude,It remains questionable. Amma,Thaththa,Akka and my second mom,dad and broth just in case you didnt know I love you,I loved you and I always will...Its at the pinnacle of my thoughts that I started to pen down my thoughts.This is nothing but my own soul that adresses your soul.The time that I spent amids your love and warmth remain evergreen in my heart core.Do not forget me.I miss you so badly.bs
Posted on: Sun, 06 Oct 2013 09:41:52 +0000
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