Ek Adhura Safar...... Priya Lado Baat 3 feb 2013 ki hai..mai ek shadi me jane k liye station pr train k aney ka intezar kr raha tha..tbi mere mob ki ring bjti hai..aur wo call receive krte hi..muje lga jaise ki ghr se niklte hi kisi ne mere ghr ko loot liya ho..jo mai badi hifazat se alld me chhod kr ja raha tha..mera station pr ek ek pal ghnto k saman lagne lga..mere hath per kapne lge..mai ph pr hi chikhne chillane lga..dhire dhire meri awaz bnd hone lgi aur unki jagah ankho me aasuon ne le li.. us din se shuru hota hai mere jivan ka ek naya safar...jaha kahne sunne ko kuch nai bcha tha..sirf ek ghutan ek kasak ek na ummidi hi bachi rah gayi thi.. Aisa kya ho gaya mujhe usdin..ye mujhe aaj b nai pta..shayad ek sapna tuta..ek bhram tuta usdin..bda hi bebus mahsus kiya maine apne apko usdin. Ye sapne ye ummid aise hi nai tuti thi meri..mere spno ka mahal ek viswas pr khda tha..kisi ne mujhse promise kiya tha..ki wo usk sath usk pas rahega hamesha..(yaha pas ka mtlb pas rahne se nai tha)..wo promise hi mere jivan ka sahara tha..kabhi socha hi nai tha ki promise b tut skte hain..ya promise krne wala itna kamjor (mazbur) ho skta hai.. Wo pahla shock(jhtka) tha mere jivan me..usk baad hr mahine ek k baad ek khabar (mere liye buri khabar) milne lagi..aur main hr aisi khabar k baad tanha hota chla gaya..jaise ki dhire dhire apni maut k karib pahuchta ja raha.. ye kuch isi prakar tha jaise aap kisi dr. K paas jaye aur wo bole ab apke jivan k sirf 3 saal bche ho..aur maine to apne ko un bche hue 3 saalo k liye b mentally taiyar kr liya tha..but ab to use b buri khabar sunne ki bari thi..dr. ne achank ph pr kaha 3 saal ya 1 saal nai..bulki apki maut kisi b chhan ho sakti hai..qki mere hath me kuch nai raha ab jaisa bhgwan (apk ghr wale) chahege wahi hoga..isliye aap hr din hr min hr sec. Apni maut ka intezr kriye..aur mai ghut ghut k marne laga us din se..ki kb mere mob. Pr ring ya msg ayega..ki TM APNI JINDGI KI JUNG HAAR GAYE GUDDA..MAUT TUMHRA INTEZAR KR RAHI..JAO HAQIKAT KO ACCEPT KRO... Aaj b mera mann ye manne ko taiyr nai ki itna change mere frnd me achank kaise aa sakta hai??..kya ho gaya aisa..jo wo apne sare wade..mere sare spne todne k liye vivash ho gaya..kya mazburi aa gayi usk samne ki..usk khud k Kiye gaye PROMISE use baki logo k agey baune lgane lge..use jhukna pad gaya logo k samne...itna mazbur itna vivash itna kamzor to nai tha mera frnd??? Ab wo jb b baat krta hai mujhse to katrata hai pahle kiye gaye promise k bare me baat krne se..ab wo kahta hai ki..jo ho raha usey hone do..future ki baat kro..wo waisa hi rahega future me jaise aaj hai..but mai usey kaise samjhau..ki mai aaj itna toot chuka hu ki kl ki klpna maatr se darr jata hu.. Mera frnd aaj apne ghr me (apno k bich) itna majbur ho skta hai to agey wo kitna mazbur ho jayega..wo is baat ko nai sochta. Haan mai apne hosh kho chuka hu..qki mere paas ab sochne samjhne ko kuch b nai bcha hai..maine sub chhod kr jise paya hai..ab usk jane ka waqt aa gaya hai (shayd koi mazburi ho uski..jo ki mujhe nai pta abi tk).mai itna b nai janta ki mera kya hoga usk jate smy aur usk janey k baad... Safar me sath na hogi jb tm.. jindgi chhod degi mujhko kb ye pta nai......................... :Tumhra Gudda
Posted on: Mon, 22 Jul 2013 15:02:36 +0000
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