@#%&^$%&^#@% Ever since the completion of the School of Inner Beauty event, I have felt really off. Its been 8 days. Surely I should be back to normal by now. My body has felt sluggish and fatigued, I get nauseous before and after I eat, and Im sleeping way more than I consider socially acceptable. I have had very little in my schedule, yet Ive still missed appointments. When I check in and ask myself whats happening, all I see is a swirl of confusion. I just dont know. The event was amazing, a smashing success. Ive received messages from most of the ladies that it totally changed their lives and they are so grateful for the community. They are ready to go deeper still into their expression of themselves, their beauty, their purpose. They want more. I have an amazing man who is offering guidance and support to expand the next program to 100 women, my dream since we started last fall. A simple plan, laid out and executed day by day until completion. Piece of cake. I have community, love, support. Everything is at my fingertips and yet I find myself staring at walls, unable to complete even the most menial tasks. It seems like an upper limit problem. My subconscious mind rebelling. Trying to keep me safe. Dont get too big, too close to your dreams coming true or else...or something else, I dont know. Im caught between wanting to push myself through it and just surrendering into it. Allowing it to take me over completely. Maybe if I quit resisting, it will be less painful. Or maybe it will consume and destroy me entirely... Can anyone relate? How did you move gracefully through this? Or is graceful out of the question?
Posted on: Wed, 04 Jun 2014 00:24:08 +0000
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