Family I am faced with a dilemma nd I really need sum insight, advice, nd prayer concerning this very important situation. As most of u Know I am turning 40 n October, my son the last one to leave the nest will b 17 in December. I have waited for this moment for such a longtime bcuz I AM FOR THE MOST PART FREE nd am almost Done raising my kids. In recent months my family suffered a loss, my 23yr old niece passed away nd left behind two little boys who r in the foster care system due to sum very complicated issues that had taken place b4 their mom passed. Im really struggling with whether or not I shud try nd get them bcuz honestly I dont wana have to go back to raising kids again bcuz I like my freedom nd bein able to get up nd go wen I please. These r toddlers nd I wud b literally starting over again, nd not to mention the recent diagnoses that cud hinder me from bein able to provide them with the thorough care they so deserve. On the flip side im worried about them getting placed w a decent family who will treat them right. Wenever I see my grandbabies playing I feel like they shud b there nd its been eating away at me for awhile now. I dont know what to do nd I wud appreciate All opinions even if im wrong or sound selfish but Im really asking for prayer concerning the situation so I can know if I made the right nd final decision. Thank u all in advance for ALWAYS praying with me I really thank God for my fb family bcuz I yhal r looked upon in my eyes as my tru family indeed. Much Much Love
Posted on: Mon, 09 Sep 2013 13:48:36 +0000