Father God, I have no clue why you formed the world the way you did. The perfection of your touch is magnificent and puts me in awe of your splendor every time. Your ways are so good and your paths are so rewarding! Daddy, I need you now, more than yesterday. I need you now, more than words can say! ...... I need you more!! Have you ever just been done? I mean like the fight youre fighting doesnt seem to end and you know that youre tired and youre beat, all you want is to just give. Thats where Im at. This battle has been hard, its been brutal. I have never in my life had a physical battle so rough. And I am tired!! I miss my life, I miss my work, I miss my church, I miss playing with my nieces and nephews. I miss my beautiful fiancé and building our life together. I miss riding my motorcycle. Life in the hospital really sucks!!! And I am simply broken! Everything I know and love to do, I cant! But this isnt the end, its not my life forever, just for now. Soon I will be healthy again, Ive lost so much weight. And soon I will be home with my dog and with my fiancé. I will work hard to get back to where I was before all this happened and I will have a greater appreciation for what God lies before me. I will rise!! And I will overcome because this here and now isnt what God has for me! But what he does have in store is so much more!!! My cry is over
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 13:57:21 +0000
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