Feeling devastated today to say the least. I know I could have it alot worse but I have trouble dealing with this sort of thing. I feel abandoned. Can I do all this alone? Can I do anything alone? Is there a point in doing anything if you have no one to share it with? Experience it together? And I know alot of you are thinking Tony you have your daughter. And I love her more than life itself. But that relationship has been a trying one and I feel like our bond was broken when I had to leave her house years ago. And Im trying to rebuild that. Its very difficult when the time we spend together is only once or twice a week or a month. We become somewhat pen pals. And every time I see her its like starting over. Getting to know her Is difficult because life goes by so fast and you miss so much in the middle if you dont see each other or talk everyday. Im sure you single dads out there all understand exactly what Im talking about. But thats not the issue at hand today. Its a different kind of love altogether. Everything that I thought I needed and used to motivate me to get to a better place was pulled out from under my feet it seems. I need support of my true friends more now then ever through this. I have so much Im striving to do and reaching for. And Im right there. Touching in all of it. I can feel it in my hands. I cant fall now. I can not fall now
Posted on: Wed, 27 Nov 2013 13:43:04 +0000
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