Feeling sad so I wrote a poem just to feel better Constant Solitude Hannah Marissa S. Acha Many thought Im a little intelligent But my mind speaks only of books and not of experiences Many thought Im a little attractive But behind the mask is a face of insecurities Many thought Im confident But I cant get out from my shell Many thought I have friends But only few are true Many thought Im happy But know one knows, no one knows for sure. People around me laugh enjoying the time of their lives While Im always alone in my room dying in boredom for being aloof I want to expose myself shouting HEY IM HERE! But no one paid attention not even taking a glimpse I started asking myself WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? That no one seems to like me to like the real me But still... I am fortunate to have a good family A loving father, an understanding mother And two sisters who cared enough to ask me if im ok In my cold room where Im usually alone My family will be there, sitting beside me Saying, HEY, IF THEY DONT CARE ENOUGH, WELL, WE CARE ABOUT YOU But still it hurts... It seems fate is playing In chess Im a pawn In order to help my family I have to go, to go on my own. So face it... And again I find myself so alone Find myself locking the door of my room I prayed to God And let my tears stream down I cant hold it, can stop it no more. I just wanted to be happy Is it so difficult? I just wanted to be accepted To feel that I belong Am I born to be this way? To have only a pen and paper as constant friends? Not real people around me to talk with? Real people to be happy with To whom I can show the real me. Does anyone of you knows how to be happy? Tell me, so you can teach me Does anyone of you want to have a friend? Inform me, so I can pass my resume Does anyone of you feels the same way as I do? Confess it, so I can comfort you Telling you that YOURE NOT ALONE WE HAVE ONE ANOTHER, SHOULDER TO SHOULDER TO LEAN ON. But dont dare... Judge me if you dont even know me Back-fight me if you can even be frank with me Though I wanted to have friends Not just a mere pen and paper as my company But if you dont like me, Just say so Fine! Guess Im the only one who like the real me!
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 09:53:24 +0000
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