Finally did it!!! I came to Facebook and got about halfway through all YOUR AMAZING COMMENTS. Thank you ALL my dear friends! I hope you understand how much your words mean to me and how theyre helping me fill this hole in my heart. Im crying so hard right now, but thats okay, Its a warm, feeling-loved, not-alone cry. AND I adore all the pictures, links and prayers youve shared with me and Hunter (and Nam). I am unable to get to everything today, but felt you deserved to know whats happening... There were several comments made that Hunter had led Nam to me. I hadnt read them until today and guess what? From the first night on, my hand automatically reached out to stroke Nam, just as I did Hunter, and doing so pushed the pain away. Yes, Ive had many bad days, when I just stare at the wall and I HAVE cried. A lot. Nam finds me and lays his head on my lap to comfort me and take my mind away. Ive been feeling so guilty that I wasnt thinking of Hunter enough though. I think it was yesterday that I came to the conclusion that Hunter REALLY DID lead Nam to us! I thought Hunter would find the right baby for me AFTER he passed. I NEVER considered he had been working this all along - before he passed. Its VERY comforting to know he loved me so much. Its VERY comforting to know how YOU all love HIM (and care about me)! Youre right. Hell never be forgotten. LOVE TO ALL & Thank You Again! XOXOXOXO
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 21:54:07 +0000
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