First of all, where has November gone? I can’t believe the month is half over!!!!!! Once again Bill had a rough morning. He’s very fatigued. I know it was going to be a rough day when I ask him a question and………. His tone was anything but nice. I took a deep breath walked away (miracle in itself), said a quick prayer for guidance. While I put on my coat (I said another quick prayer for my voice tone I was about to use) I said “Bill this isn’t easy for you or I and your tone wasn’t very nice, when you answer me and that makes me sad.” Bill replied with a remorseful voice “I know Kim I wasn’t nice, I don’t want you to be upset at me……… I’m tired, I’m not light headed, just tired……..” On our 20 minute drive to the cancer center (aka infusion 4) Bill is slumped down in the passenger seat with his black hoodie pulled over his face. I know you’re thinking my driving must have been really bad this morning……it was 30° degrees in Little Rock this morning and the car had not warmed up yet…….. I can’t explain why Bill kept pushing his foot on the floor board and grabbing the door handle, it had nothing to do with my driving…… I guess I was in a funk also, Bill WBC doesn’t’ seemed to be recovering very well, he’s not feeling well, and his MORNING cough and nose blowing, seems to be all day occurrence instead of his morning routine….… I turned up the volume of the radio (radio is set on KLOVE national Christian music radio station) the announcer finished talking to a listener and played “I will praise you in this storm” by Casting Crown. SERIOUSLY???? Is our God not amazing? As I was listening to the song these thoughts popped in my head I’m going to focus on what God has done for Bill and me and the path he has already paved for us. I’m not going to worry about the “What if’s of his cancer” I’m not going to focus on “why Bill’s counts haven’t recovered on MY time”. I need to remember it’s “God’s timing, is not My timing”…. My next thought was I need to praise God amongst our Storm………. Once we got situated in waiting room today, I noticed Cathy Taylor had sent me a text which said “Read this today. “ “Sooo good.” “Light shines in the darkness” Psalms 112: 1 1Praise the LORD! How joyful are those who fear the LORD and delight in obeying his commands. ………… After we left infusion 4 today I had to run to Walgreens when I got back in to the car Bill said “did you read the message from Vicki?” I said “I was waiting to read with you” This part of her message made me cry. I reread it to Bill “I wanted you to hear from me just how much love and fellowship and prayers were going around yesterday.” I told Bill “you had all those people praying for you and your counts double from yesterday………….. Today Bill’s WBC jumped to 3.07. Yesterday the count drop from 1.76 to 1.52 points and today it double……. One more day and Bill will be considered recovered. Bill said you need to write about it on my page tonight…….. today Bill and I are praising God In the middle of our storm “God is good and tomorrow will be a better day” Peace and Blessings, Kim Psalm 112 1-10 “Praise the LORD! How joyful are those who fear the LORD and delight in obeying his commands. 2 Their children will be successful everywhere; an entire generation of godly people will be blessed. 3 They themselves will be wealthy, and their good deeds will last forever. 4 Light shines in the darkness for the godly. They are generous, compassionate, and righteous. 5 Good comes to those who lend money generously and conduct their business fairly. 6 Such people will not be overcome by evil. Those who are righteous will be long remembered. 7 They do not fear bad news; they confidently trust the LORD to care for them. 8 They are confident and fearless and can face their foes triumphantly. 9 They share freely and give generously to those in need. Their good deeds will be remembered forever. They will have influence and honor. 10 The wicked will see this and be infuriated. They will grind their teeth in anger; they will slink away, their hopes thwarted.
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