For a greater part of my life I have been in a pursuit for revenge. I was angry, young, and arrogant and have made a lot of mistakes that have resulted in the loss of many close people. People who were unwillingly dragged into my battles because they cared for me. I can never justify anything that I have done. I may go to hell, but the least I can do for until my last day is try to live my days as she would have wanted me to. She, who was there in my life once and was dragged into it by the monster that once used me as its host. Words can not explain the pain and hardship i have endured since then due to the guilt. I thought that by eliminating the individual who had done this for her would help me. But it only made my life more hellish. I may be far from a saint, but endingit sooner would only mean I dissappointed her. I know that after my revelation, she would want me to live out my life in a way i never got to experience it due to my desire of revenge. To put the sword down and live in peace as we would have if my actions never left me astray. Today I raise a glass in your memory. Requiescat in pace, mio cuore, bella donna, mio spiritu... ti amo per sempre e sempre...
Posted on: Sun, 10 Nov 2013 19:10:52 +0000
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