For everything wrong Ive done till now. For disrespecting you those times where I was a complete b**ch. Im sorry that I never believed in myself for you, but most of all Im sorry for hurting you so much. Youre right I do love you, and I do want to be with you, I just cant bare to continue living like this. I say I have flaws, but I just found out my whole being is a flaw. You dont need someone like me. As much as that hurts to admit. I demand too much and a cruel person at heart. I hate to say this and even remind myself at night and throughout the day that you deserve better. I know youre saying but I will only love you, youre the only one I want and such but I just cant be happy knowing all Im doing if filling my head with doubts and causing this relationship to completely fall apart. Im not girlfriend material, and I know you can find better than me. Believe me, its for the best, I do trust you, but I need you to trust me now more than ever. It really is for the best. I love you enough to know whats best for both of us, even if itll hurt in the beginning. Believe me, I wont regret anything we did, anything we had talked about, nothing. You were indeed my first love and it will always be like that. I hope we can still be as close as we were even before we were in a relationship, but if youre not comfortable with that then let me know cause I dont want to continue bothering you.. But yea point is, I do still care, I may think myself as a heartless person, but you were the first man to show me how to love.............:)
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 08:49:44 +0000
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