For nine months you were a part of me. I felt you slowly progress and now what seemed like foevwr ago at the time, was in fact in reality as fast as the blink of your beautiful bright eyes. You have brought me a special kind of happiness that only you alone will ever be able to provide for me. My life with you, stated out so quiet and simple. And although things have changed with time when I look into your eyes I know that peace is still there for you, and that we will return to it in time. When I look into your vibrantly, precious, blue eyes I often find hope and serenity. I instantly just want to do and be even more for you. With every day you give me more. More of everything. You give me purpose and a kind of love that I will never feel with anyone else. Thinking back on my life is incredibly strange now. Like, what did I even do with myself? I feel as if I wasnt even living.. And I am sure God recognized that and I love him so much for giving me my blessing early. I am your mother and of course I teach you a lot.. But I feel as if you teach me so much more. I have NEVER in my life felt so proud and accomplished. Being your mother is the most AMAZING, AND INCREDIBLE thing in the entire world. I dont care what things happen in my life or who I come across, you will always and forever be the best thing to ever happen to me and I can honestly without a doubt say that. It is a sad, heartbreaking shame to say that I wont be able to keep you from harms way, and that I wont be able to let you believe that the world is a great place. But I can say that I will fight forever to give you the absolute best life I can give you. I have never wanted so much for a human being and thinking about it makes me crazy. Because there are endless possibilities of who and what youll aspire to be. I am so, extremely, exited for that. Regardless of who says what. I know of the passion I have for you. I know that you will do great things in your life and I only hope to make sure you ALWAYS feel love, comfort, peace, motivation, and just pure happiness. You are so incredibly smart, funny, and just.. Happy about your life. Your personality is so genuinely beautiful. With everyday comes something new. You radiate so much happiness for the people around you. I have never been do proud in my entire life and I am in shock that today makes an entire year of your existence. It feels like you have always been apart of my life, it truly does. I feel like the most blessed person in the world. even on my darkest days you inspire me and no matter how many times a day I say it, or how much I show you, you will NEVER know how much I truly love you, not ever. I would drop anyone or anything for you. I would go to the ends of the earth for you. Literally. Happy first birthday my crazy, stubborn, hilarious, genuine, smart, sweet, beloved; Victoria Elise Benoit. Mommy loves you, always.
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 02:11:16 +0000
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