For the man I love... Hey, its been eight years yet it feels - TopicsExpress



          

For the man I love... Hey, its been eight years yet it feels like it was just yesterday. Eight years without your hug, your kiss, your smile, your voice, your scent, and your i love you. I miss hearing you calling me bunso, dalaga, Se, and sometimes Miles if you are talking with someone about me. I miss the man whos so proud of his little girl. The man who buys his youngest the things she wants even if those arent something she needs. The man who tried to give his daughter the best of everything despite having less in life. The man who wont get satisfied hearing his baby say thank you if its not followed by a kiss. He who feels sad if i didnt kiss him goodbye before i leave for school everyday. He as the first person I see in the morning for he watched me sleeping, waiting for me to finally get up and kiss him good morning. My LOVE and my STUDIES, these were all you wanted in return, nothing more and also nothing less. You are my mentor, Papsie. You are my idol, my hero. You werent perfect, but thats normal. I might have disobeyed you in some way, but that doesnt mean you failed to do your job as a father. Im telling you, you did a very good job!!! Youve done not just your part, but even more than that. So if I am to live my life all over again, Id still want to have our family, with you as my Father - nothing more, and definitely nothing less.. Pappy, I miss you so much! But before I forget, yes it is your birthday! I dont know how to greet you, but saying Happy birthday will make me feel that you are just around. Thats true, I want you around. I wish to see you again. You can visit me in my dreams anytime. Come and give me the hug, the kiss, the smile. Let me smell your scent, and hear your voice. I wanna hear you saying i love you once more. And even for the last time, I wanna hear you say you are proud of who I become even if this isnt what you wanted me to be... I love you so much, Papa... Ill keep your memories FOREVER... P.S. Pa, Im listening to Butterfly Kisses. How i wish you could sing this song for me one day. But that can never happen. Not because you wanted me to stay single until age 30, and not because I havent found the right man yet. Sadly, its because even if the right man comes, its you I can never have back.....
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 02:37:53 +0000

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