For the past 17 years I have been fighting lions and bears in the secret and I have not been rewarded, I fought in the secret. Life tossed me to and fro and pounded me like wheat and each morning I woke up and said Im still alive The secret fights are over. I have fought in public, all Israel was watching, some questioned my strength, some thought and still think Im the bad guy, some thought Goliath was gonna kill me. I felt like a sheep without a sailor, a rat in a hall. I felt to insignificant and unworthy. It felt like the world was closing in and there was no hope of light. But when God vividly spoke to me bwt glory for humiliation the light slowly came nd made me radiant! I defeated Goliath! Now my reward is here. Unlike David I dont hear women of Israel singing songs of praise to me, just the same old boring accusations and lies frm the pit of hell, Nevertheless, I walk in Israel with ma head held high. I walk like I own Israel, after all, I have a membership card too. Im so humbled by my life experiences. Im so thankful for the woman they have provoked in me. How they matured me nd taught me to love really unconditionally like Christ no matter how broken I was. Its easy to luv ppl when u ar good wth thm, but God test ur love fr thm wen they have treated u like a pig and slaughtered u like a thanksgiving turkey. And God be like Mmilana do u still love them I said No till he worked on my heart and taught me to leave it all to Him. The fact is, God loves the people who have hurt me, they are also special to Him and I ought to love them too. Im sharing this not to brag to anyone or get all boring. Im sharing this coz this morning God spoke to me bwt LOVE in the church of Christ. Lets love one another. As for me David, my reward is being King over Israel nd so shall it be. Let the peace of God reign! Jeso Ke Morena. *THE END*
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 09:19:07 +0000
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