For those of you who understand the need to have your outside match your inside, I appreciate your prayers. I promised myself to not do anything major to my hair until I am finished with my healing protocol. I am inching forward on that, taking longer than expected, but still steady progress. In the meantime, my hair has been growing out and out. Its at that awkward stage, too long in places to really style, but too short to put in a ponytail or anything. Im tempted to just shave it all off. Ive been feeling led to not do anything till the protocol is over and then, go out and do a huge makeover. So I feel sort of in a cocoon, and you know, inside that cocoon, its hot, youre sweaty, feeling mucky, and theres not a whole lot you can do about it all. But in the meantime, transformation is happening. So I am telling myself the transformation is worth it. If you all have any tips or prayers in the meantime, I sure appreciate it. Feeling like a fish out of water here. And wondering exactly what Dad has waiting for me at the end of all this. Im sure its gonna be dramatic and VERY me. Right now, I just dont know what that me looks like, lol. I can say, hes done this to me before. Right before he would do something very big in me, he would bring about a dramatic change in style, like hair, clothing, etc. And it was going along with new things he was doing and releasing me into. Theres something new he is releasing in me for 2015. Im both excited and wanting to shed the old skin, if that makes sense.
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 22:14:30 +0000
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