For those who know me and are really confused with me and my personality and the way I live my life, read this very carefully. Because theres something you guys should know about me before any of you make any conclusions about me. (Sighs) Here goes. I was diagnosed with mild Autism Spectrum Disorder and Learning Disorder when I was 4. I was told when I was 12 (an age of complete change and misunderstanding). Well I think you guys know that Im very anti-social and reclusive. The only reason for that is that Im scared senseless of whats out there. Ive remained that way ever since 2013 I graduated from High school. And high school was another reason why I dont socialize or talk to anyone. I was bullied by kids who just couldnt understand my different way of thinking and because of my mannerisms they saw in me. I just had a hard time trying to fit in and thus my self-hatred started. I never wanted to tell anyone of my diagnoses because I wanted to be treated as equal with everyone else. I wanted to be accepted, not tolerated or molded into what they wanted me to be. Well its been a strange morning for me today, but it made me think of what happened to me then and where I am now. And I realized that Im not doing anything about myself emotionally. So Ive decided to let you guys know about my current problem. If you guys have a problem with it then you dont have to acknowledge it. In fact I really dont care how you guys react to this anymore. I just wanted to open up and never shut down who I really am and what Im really like. Doing this just makes me feel better.
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 17:14:08 +0000
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