Found two meditation insight societies within an hour away. Been looking for weeks and suddenly I googled them and they pop up, apparently I wasnt ready to find them. One in Brattleboro Mass, maybe 45 minutes away and another is in Barre Mass, about an hour away. With my practice of meditating and chanting has come a peace within that I can allow myself to be okay with my new norm that pain and conditions of age are gifting me with. Accepting myself and my quirks has certainly been a lifelong endeavor, funny all my life I have looked outside of myself, when the answers and the gifts of being comfortable within my own skin have always been inside. Quirky and odd that I am, it has suddenly become perfect for me. Happy to find the dharma and meditation centers so close...life has handed me unexpectedly exquisite gifts in my own locale.. can life get any better than this? I have always been a square peg and have always in numerous and drastically desperate attempts tried to fit into round holes so I could be like everyone else, of course it never worked simply because ...surprise of all surprises ...we are all different and all are attempting to fit in, instead of celebrating our many diversities of personalities and lives. At 61 life seems to be laying out a path for me quite naturally and without grasping or searching, the secret apparently is in the opening of our hearts and not the frantic drama filled search I was on so long. Oh what a long convoluted journey this has been..ending right back at me, my heart and my interior self, the same self Ive spent a lifetime trying to run away from ~♡~
Posted on: Fri, 25 Apr 2014 17:21:31 +0000
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