From 298 to 252ish since my last weigh in... of all the things that have struck me from my doctors visit yesterday, this was one thing that sort of scares me. That is a lot of me just gone. I dont feel smaller or any different besides that i just feel more inclined tumble or cartwheel when Im on a field or lawn. I do not feel healthier, I mostly just feel tired and strung out a lot. I havent weighed this low since 2007 but back then I still worked out. I still did martial arts. I was still vegan and skated or rode a bike to get around. I am not sure how or why this scares me so much... I do feel inclined to say though, that I dont hate being fat. The word thinspo endorses lessening your presence to better suit the needs of others, so Im not looking for congratulations here. Itd be welcome had I been working towards weight loss as a goal (which for some, a totally valid thing to celebrate), but this was never the case. I fear it may be medical, emotional, or that the distance between me and my body has grown to an unrecognizable state. Is this a taboo topic? I dont know. It feels like one, but it shouldnt be. Thanks shame-culture
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 20:41:29 +0000
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