From a member: James Edlund Hey Mw/PTSD guys and gals, I - TopicsExpress



          

From a member: James Edlund Hey Mw/PTSD guys and gals, I was retired back in April 2013 and since then things have just been a downward spiral. Ive lost my wife, lost my kids, and am just in a completely deep depression. I lost my wife due to the anger issues and just being a general asshole. Im not really sure what to do, I miss her more and more everyday. She says to not even think of us ever getting back together, and its been 9 going on 10 months. She has started to like some National Guard guy and it just kills me to my core.I just wish there was something I could do, because we have been married for 7 years, 8 in September. I dont want to throw our marriage away, but what am I to do if she says it is in no way ever going to happen again. I basically just want to give up on life. She means the world to me, and yet I pushed her away. She says I need to find my own happiness, but in reality I have tried and without her I am truly never happy. I wake up, sit on the couch, then eventually go to sleep. I just miss her so bad. Words cannot begin to describe the sadness I feel everyday, and the amount of regret I have. I just need some advice.
Posted on: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 18:15:00 +0000

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