GODs Honest Truth Abt Me: Imma scrub.... I have ALWAYS used the women I could manipulate to do for me. Ive NEVER had my own anything except for cars. Ive had 6 cars since I was 16! Yea I work HARD but buying my daughter things and child support plus doing for whatever people Im staying with at the time cleans me out. I lived in my momma basement until my the girl Im with now asked me to come visit. I literally never left. Then we started dating and BLAHHHH. I cant even save enough money monthly to pay electic and gas on my own. I swear I grind hustle and work HARD AF on dis fitness shit, massage shit, promo shit and painting for people but all my money is spent before I get it and I RARELY spend money on myself. Very rarely. Im not using any of this as an excuse cuz life is hard and always will be but I dont have shit I aint shit and all I can offer is my loyalty, honesty, commitment and my presence. Monetarily my contribution is almost invisible. I have no pity on myself but it hurts when that shit is thrown at me. I know I cant do what most men may be able to do but I damn sure try my best with what I have at the moment. We dont NEED for shit but all the wants that you should HAVE is very upsetting and I legit cry even tho I kno that aint gone make shit Betta but Im hella emotional anyway. Smh.... I cant physically, mentally or financially keep you satisfied and this shit shows in how little you respect me and that shit is keep me unhappy. Not with so many other possibilities out here. Honestly... I feel like more of a boy than anything. Any questions ???? #JusBeinHonesss
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 19:17:12 +0000
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