GOOD MORNING JACKSON, Monday, 28 degrees here on the Ridge. Breathed a small amount if fresh air today and back to the fireplace in the rocker with a throw over my lap. Talked and Prayed to a God our Creator and Jesus our SAVIOR....Sat here shaking from the fears I put myself through throughout this adventure of my life...dreamt of all the close calls Ive lived through and survived to enjoy the peaceful life I now live and wondering what pushed me to do them..Always going to the edge and leaning over to step back at the last minute....from being lost in the huge crowd at Woodstock to Parachuting out of a perfectly good Airplane....Driving fast Sports car with Death and mayhem around every curve. Picking up lonely hitch hikers on dark rainy nights not knowing them or what would happen...going alone across this huge country alone never knowing what waited on me....I definitely felt more alive and got my adrenaline flowing but for what purpose...Maybe so I would appreciate the tranquilly of my life today knowing always that God was with me and putting my trust in his protective hands...but it wasnt because I was brave, I always afraid...but now looking forward to a problem free existence in an eternal life with no danger...came close to Death at least six different times as if death was my friend...and wanted me...but my biggest fear was being left alone on Earth without knowing the joy of being with God and and Jesus..and Now I know Ive conquered that...my soul is safe and secure..We come into this World Alone..live Alone and ultimately leave alone if not for the knowledge that a God and Jesus is always with us..I now relish the early mornings alone with my two friends comforting me..as a kid I knew the security of my Grandmas love and warmth never a worry...Now Ive attained the security of a warm home, love of my wife, the Joy of a son....who is much like me...the comfort of my Church and fellow members...replacing all that need for danger....I sit here in awe of this huge universe we occupy and realize the only significance we have is in the love of God and his caring for our existence..making us very significant..no matter what our small minds imagine....I still get up thinking that maybe I should take one adventure to get my juices flowing but knowing that will be my entry into our next existence with God and Jesus...All we humans want is significance, love and the contentment of Gods Love....Well enough ramblings...sorry these thoughts are self indulgent and not organized but I sometimes let my mind have its own way...So get up and thank God for another day of life, be positive, kind, smile do something good for someone else and feel better about yourself....Good breakfast today...eggs, piece of crisp pone bread..with cranberry and orange preserves and turkey bacon...cup of warm tea...while glad to be here with you folks on FB...So Will Talk Later...Enjoy this unknown Monday and be Happy pray for all of us and God Bless All of Us......LOVR JERRY....
Posted on: Mon, 17 Mar 2014 09:00:46 +0000
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