Good Morning from Heaven. All 3 of these pictures were taken one year ago today. Sandy Wayne loved taking naps with her dad, just as much as she liked being rocked to sleep. The close up shot is of Sandy Wayne beside a card she received in the mail that day. She posed beside every thing that came to her from her loving friends, and seemed to know how special she was. As we approach the one year anniversary of Sandy Waynes death, we will celebrate her life on that one year anniversary. We plan to give our sweet Sandy Wayne a final resting place here at our new home. We could not bury her at the house in the forest as we knew we would eventually sell that home and we could not leave her behind. We have struggled with the idea of where she should be laid to rest, and have decided to keep her as close to us a possible, and will have an area of our yard dedicated to her memory. It will be a place we can feel close to her, as we promised to never leave her. We agonize over the decision we made to leave her over night at the University hospital in Gainesville Florida, as most of you know, that was the last time we saw our baby alive. I deal with the haunting decision each day, and wish I could go back and change that day. I would have slept on the floor or wherever they would have allowed, but I should have never left my baby to die alone. My heart will never heal from this, but allowing Sandy Wayne to rest in peace is the only other thing we can do to show our love and respect for what she brought to our lives. So, on November 8, 2014, we will celebrate this beautiful sweet baby, and attempt to move toward healing our hearts. I dont want to think of her and feel sadness any longer, I want to smile when I speak her name, and perhaps this will be the first steps toward that. Sarah and Jazzy have been playing since they woke up this morning, and have even included Faith in their running and playing, while Sam keeps a watch on the gate for intruders. Roger did return home, as he was just hiding under the small building in the back yard after he wandered around the edge of our yard for a bit. He just needed an outdoor break I suppose. We hope your day is bright and sunny, in your environment and in your hearts. Remember to be grateful for the many blessings in your life as you LLSW & LLL.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 13:12:38 +0000
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