Good Morning...well..on this day I can say that I have never been so genuinely perplexed by human behaviour in my life...and that is saying a lot...central to the theme of all of this, is that all so tricky topic of trust sometimes known as faith in human beings...reality 1: I have not always been this keen on love and light so I know the dark places that humans can go in mind and in action so I have to keep this I mind...2: is there some hidden rule or law which governs the whole notion of trust in people that I do not know about??. You see a flicker of beauty in someone or they thrust this flicker at you with intent to dissuade your judgement prying on your good nature..absolutely sick..there are degrees of trust and areas where you have to use it in degrees...trust in your bank...trust in your best mate...trust in your family...trust in your mechanic...trust in your lover...trust in yourself...it will be easy for me to conclude with "this is why I only Trust in God" but that does not cut it when you are trying to understand a situation for growth and development...it is not enough for me to say that I love everyone...as well as it is not enough for me to say that I trust nobody..ing to London for the first 5 or so years I did not want to leave out of the company of other Bermudians for the simple fact that although inevitably they have the propensity to disappoint and break your trust too etc. it kept the pool small and to a demographic of people in which I can basically understand a bit more based on how we were raised and our culture...you would think that some things are just plain evil and wrong across the board globally but then you enter another dimension where you not only look at the matter at hand...but the methodology and extreme lengths that a person can go about to deceive and or trick people for personal gain or pleasure is the very sh*t that scares me like a 3 year old child hearing about the boogie monster for the first time..the part where I am guilty in this matter is through association...flipping association! Wtf lol..I can do bad all on my own..so when the actions of another take points off of your license it is shocking, upsetting and disappointing...hence why although being a social butterfly I keep to myself because you can not expect or really do not want the world to think like you..you just want to protect the little bubble that you have created in this world. I will be fine...but I pray for that individual..as much as I want to get straight gangsta, post up on manz and take care of him proper...I sure as hell know that through trial and error that this will do me no good. So I take this little experience to the chin..but if another person tries to convince me to not use my b**ch/gangsta as my defence again I will dust them. Straight good....have a good day people. be blessed. Forgive somebody today. X
Posted on: Tue, 20 Aug 2013 09:23:54 +0000
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