Good night my beautiful dream girl and our two little angels. Every day that passes without you, or without a word from you, is pure agony, I hope you know. And as we get closer to Thanksgiving, it grows harder and harder for me to be thankful when all I do is miss you, baby...miss our life; where we should have been right now - and that is together, preparing Thanksgiving recipes for our family, planning where we would go, who we would visit, itemizing how many things we DO have to be thankful for. But without you, my life is as gloomy here as the weather has been outside for days. Even today, which should have been a happy, grateful day, has been dampened because all I want is to be with you, share my good fortune with you, and use it to change our life, better our life, and make our family happier, more secure, and use it to bless the union from this summer. These are days we cannot get back, sweetheart. Like my profile picture says, you are worth waiting for. But in the meantime, I die a little bit more each day, without your smile, without your kiss, without your touch, without being able to talk with you, wake up making you breakfast, plan our day, do chores, work for us, help you with anything, support you, exercise together, go out to eat as a family, cuddle watching movies, playing with the kids, and holding each other at night. In short, I want us back, and that is why I think tonights song dedication to you is perfect timing. Baby, I ask for this every night, but please put our symbol of hope back up, please text me at our special time overnight, reconnect us - in short, please just give us a CHANCE to work. How can we know what we might have had if you never give it the light of day to breathe? How can we know the blessings God has in store for us after bringing us together, if you refuse to let His plan work? You see below what He is bringing into my life, but without you, it is meaningless. Others would be so selfish with it. Yet, all I want to do is give it to you to make OUR life better. Life is so short, my love. In this season of giving thanks and the season of miracles, can you BE our miracle? The keys are in your hand. The power is in your choice. And you told me once, I was already chosen. I am here...I am ready...I am committed...and I am deeply, madly, passionately eternally in love with YOU, my once in a lifetime dream girl and gorgeous angel. And I just want you to know babe, even in 30 years - when we are 70, you will still be, and I will always call you, my dream girl. Remember that when you ask someone after a decade, what happened. That wont happen with us, because there will never be a day that goes by (and all this time there hasnt has there?) when I dont call you beautiful or my dream girl. Sleep well, sweet dreams, and I love you three SO much - more than you will ever know. Please baby - one chance, for one lifetime you will never forget or regret. I love you baby - always and forever. xoxoxo
Posted on: Wed, 26 Nov 2014 01:02:20 +0000
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