Goodnight Cita!! I miss you so much!! Today Mommy and I got up early, I don’t know why but we did. I have a feeling I woke up because I heard Mommy get up and you were just in my dream and I wanted to tell Mommy because it was so fresh. It was a weird dream though, lol. In my dream there was a bunch of us wrestling like we doing it in front of people or a crowd. It was me, Nino Jorge, Jito and a few other people I don’t remember. Towards the end of my dream is where you came in, Nino had me pinned down and he was sitting on my back and I could still look up and you walked over and Nino told you to kick me, lol, you got this big smile on your face and looked at me. Then with that big smile you said “No, Dada you do it” and I remember smiling at you and then I woke up. That smile on your face was like you wanted to do it but you were nervous to do it, lol. I was so happy because I got to see your face so clearly, in most of my dreams of you I know its you but Ive never really get to see your face clearly or remembered how you look. In this one you had your “Baldy” head with no “Tubie” in your nose and you looked healthy and you were around the same age you were when you left. I told Mommy as soon as I woke up and I had a smile on my face, thank you Beautiful for coming to visit me!! You knew I needed it because of how sad Ive been feeling. The rest of the day weve hung out with Nana & Dama. We went to Grandma and Poppa’s house and had lunch with them then we came back to Nana’s and hung out. I put another coat of paint on the three bins we brought down there for the toy drive, they needed it and now they’re ready to go!! Tomorrow since there is no Niners game I’m just going to relax because it’s going to be a very busy week of work especially in the rain. This video is from three years ago today November 29th 2011. I can’t believe it’s already been three years since this video mamas!! I love this video so much!! It shows how smart you are, how cute you are and how funny you are!! You talked so well for your age I can only imagine how well you would be talking now!! It sucks that I have to imagine though!! I know Ive posted this video a few times but I’m going to keep posting it on this day every year. I wish we had more years of videos like this one!! I hope that the new people who follow watch this video all the way through because they will see why we always say that you’re very smart and that the world has no idea what its missing without you in it because you were destined for greatness!! I’m so sorry Cita that you had to go through this in your short life, I wish you never had to go through one second of what you went through and I wish I could go back and change everything!! I love you mamas and I miss playing in “Cutes” with you and talking like we were here in the video!! Goodnight My Beautiful Smart Angel!! youtu.be/1U-KuK-N0To I Love You So Much!! - Daddy
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 07:36:47 +0000
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