Growing up I learned how mean and hurtful others could be and you know what? I thought for the most part they were just having a bad day, but boy was I wrong. Well being gullible and naive I wound up marrying someone who was theeee ugliest and most despicable human being I could ever have laid my eyes upon and to make matters that much worse I impregnated her and gave her the exclusive right to not only treat me unmercifully and cruelly with her barrage of constant evil but by deceitful means she and her GREAT SATAN system abducted my kids from me and then turned them into a spitting image of themselves. To this day their children are not normal, there is sooooo much spiritually wrong with them and its devastating and far too much work for me to repair, yeah and although it is not the childs fault its a crying shame that GOD allowed all this to happen knowing what I know but he most definitely did. As a parent, it is my cross to bare for joining in marriage with such a spiritually blind, deaf and dumb woman. Marriage was never intended for rule breakers and I have come a long way for naught but in the sight of GOD I have no one but myself to blame! I married the ENEMY! I have often been angry at GOD for how my seed could turn out so awful because I prayed long ago that he would preserve them and prevent something so demonically catastrophic from happening. Yeah by faith I left them in his care and I tell ya, I cant find any of the kind hearted GOD-like qualities in them at all, OH THEY UTTERLY DISGUST ME! IM SICKENED BY THEM ALL! IT IS NOT THEIR FAULT! But come on, how much longer can I carry on believing this? How much longer am I gonna make excuses for them? I cannot accept them the way they are, GOD MUST CHANGE THEM! After spending time with these other peoples kids my heart couldnt help but drop, and DROP IT DID! Never in my life have I been so shamed and dishonored! I been torn apart by the ugliness that I see sprouting up in them and all I can do is shake my head in utter despair! WOW, what a bad case scenario! I tell you, if it could go wrong, it went wrong. I realized rather quickly the damage THE DEVIL did and that the family that I wanted WAS NEVER TO BE and that I needed to do something QUICK to keep my dim hope alive, to desperately salvage a whatever relationship with them, so as a last resort I decided a while back to open the door to my house here on facebook and share with them and the world what I believe in the hopes they might change. I have exhausted myself and woopsy dooo, right? Im moving on.....
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 13:13:05 +0000
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