HERES MY PRESS RELEASE. a lot of people have asked a lot of questions about me and my relationship status. Questions of where my husband is. Are you married still. Friends and family question whats going on??? A year ago this Friday I married what I thought was going to be my life partner. My everything. However nothing is ever what it seems. In april my husband cheated on me numerous times, before that many other verbal things had gone on with other girls. I didnt deserve this. I got up every morning at 2/3/4 am and cooked breakfast, made his lunch and worked out. Went on with my day. Drove 30 mins to bring dinner on duty nights to find out he was texting another girl before I got down the squad bay stairs. I volunteered for his battalion, gave all to the Marines that I could. I was the most supportive marine wife on that depot. He even said so himself. But yet I wasnt good enough. I apparently did something wrong. However I cant figure that something or somethings that I did. Im quality entertainment and kinda cute god damn it!!! Im so hurt but not shocked. Nothing shocks me anymore. I tried for months to save my marriage but when everyday I was being crapped on and not supported in my goals one can only give so much. Ive not told anyone Ive been battling this all on my own. Well a therapist as well. I can not pretend anymore. I need a better life for myself and my daughter. Im so happy 99% of the time, except when I see him. Someone does not love you if they cheat or abuse you. I have amazing daughter, great amazing friends, great jobs and I love my fitness. Ill be okay. I always have been. Im not saying this stuff to bash him or want sympathy from anyone but just that Im done hiding. Im done pretending. I want the best for myself and my daughter. I dont feel I made a mistake again but that everything happens for a reason. Its a life lesson. I will learn for this and move on to better things. I am stronger because of this. I still cry. I still have my moments but thats because I have a heart.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 04:25:45 +0000
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