Had a lot of bad dreams lately. Well, I think everybody from my devastated town had also. It was such a traumatic experience, it was the first time for our town to face such a ferocious and violent typhoon. The Storm surge that it gave us and the 350kph winds was very hard for us to bare. But we managed ourselves to survive such ferocity. When the typhoon moved away from our city, we thought the worst was over. We still had to face the aftermath which I think was worst than surviving the typhoon. Food, water and shelter was critical in this time. So we decided to move out of town find ourselves these basic needs. It was so surreal that it felt like I was just dreaming and unconscious. But what made me fear the most was the thought that I might have lost some close friends of mine during the typhoon. I tried everything to contact them through my mobile phone, but the mobile phone networks in our town were down. So i went to their houses. Eventually, I found out that they were all fine. I was very relieved. Every night is a cold night, I guess I havent fully recovered yet from that experience. As I go to sleep, she would always show up on my dreams. Sometimes shes sad their, sometimes I see her happy. But the thing that she always say is. kuya, bike kita buwas ha? Then i wake up. By the way, I hope you dont get the wrong idea that shes dead. Shes completely fine, a friend of mine told me. But it is really starting to bother me. Because, in my three consecutive days here in manila. She would always show up in my dreams. Im starting to get this odd feeling that she may be gone, but I refuse to believe because a friend of mine told me that she survived. I remember the time when we were at school, she would always smile at me everytime I look at her, I would smile back on her instantly. Her smile is the most precious and recognizable trait about her. Thats the smile I often see in my dreams. School is the only place I often see her. Im used to see her in that uniform even in public places in our town. Last night, I slept on a couch. Its a huge couch by the way. Very comfortable, its almost like a bed because of its unusual size, at least for me. Of course, above me is the ceiling and a ceiling fan with light. I slept around 9 pm. I decided to sleep early because I havent really had a good sleep in the past few days. Then i woke up. But I couldnt open my eyes fully and I couldnt move my body but Im sure I was awake. I could only move eyes but not open them in full. The only things that I can see was the ceiling and the ceiling fan. Then she appeared above me. She was in her school uniform and she was slowly floating down towards me. Then she smiled and she told me kuya, gin huram ko ngyan nim bike. I closed my eyes then, I woke up.. Hyperventilating and coughing. If it was just a dream, I hope it meant that shes safe. Because it made me worry so much about her, until now.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 13:21:08 +0000
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