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Haha just made this huge post went to add another photo and I deleted by accident, lol so in short I wanted everyone to know Im so thankful for the love and support you have all given me. With facing the reality that I will probably not be able to work again in the capacity that I have since I was 14 it has been very depressing. However I never lost faith. The Lord has brought me through the depression by filling me up in love. My husband who is the most amazing loving man I know has nursed me back for over a year. Its an honor to lay my head on his chest and be called his wife. You deserve so much more lovey! But amazingly you love this life we have and for that Ill always be thankful. My boys.. My rocks my reason for being here the best thing Ive ever accomplished thank you for loving me in a way that is overwhelmingly amazing when I was so lost in depression you two showed me no matter what I could no longer do I was still your mama... Wow I am so honored to be the mama to you two!! You both made sure I knew you would never stop loving me. Thank you for that amazing gift! Boogie for being the reason i did this surgery over a year ago. I love you far to much to be forgotten... I have zillions of kisses for you and I plan on giving each and every one to you. For my very close girlfriends THANK YOU for remembering Im still a girly girl, I still like to giggle and laugh until I tinkle, I still love to have a good time... Thank you for sticking by me when everything you knew of me changed.. Thank you for loving the new slower less type A me. And for those who couldnt I forgive you and understand. Xo And for the Lord. For finally getting through to my spirit, heart and head that Im blessed even through the hell of the last year I am BLESSED. Yep Im poorer than Ive been in a long time financially but other than that Im the richest than Ive ever been in every other way. I plan on my new job being taking care of me as well as I cared for my patients and smothering the hell outta everyone I love with even more love, memories, laughs and giggles. My life us beautiful... Im alive, Im walking, and I plan on staying around awhile. Sorry for the long winded post but when you finally arise from the depth of depression and accept your fate and know Jesus is responsible all you wanna do is say thank you! Each and everyone on my FB and in my heart have supported and prayed for me... Im free... Devil may have had me wrapped for a moment but glory to God he has shown me Im blessed! Blessed to have this disease... It gives me the opportunity to make every single day count! Whoooohooooo xoxoxox