Half the time i can not enjoy being pregnant bc people continuously want to add stress on to the pile of burdens i already have to carry every single day. People i dont even know sit and blame me and mine for their own problems. I stay upset and worried constantly bc every morning that i wake up im faced with new demons. I pray every night that God will wake me up to better days, but they dont seem to come. I have enough on my plate as it is trying to prepare myself to raise another human being and somehow i just can not seem to catch a break. No one has a clue as to what i go through but think they know it all. I stay to myself, i work hard, i dont participate in illegal activities but it seems everyone always has something to say about what i am doing. Last time i checked, no one helps me feed myself, pay my bills, help me work or buy ANY of the things i need. I dont ask anyone for anything and i dont bother people with my problems. People make me feel so shitty that i question my ability sometimes on whether i will be the mother Marley deserves and that is not fair bc i know in my heart no matter what i WILL be the best mother i can be. I just wish for one day all these problems would seize to exist and my life would be at peace. #BadDay #SorryForTheRant #PrayersPlease #HormonesAreActingUp
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 02:19:57 +0000
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