Happy Birthday to my oldest daughter Amanda ! I hope your day is the best ever and I pray that God will protect you and Quade and keep you both safe, may his blessings surround you and all that you do. I know you more than likely will not see this but maybe someone will or can share this with you . I will always love you , that will never be taken from me , not even by you. I dont understand any of this and I have given it all to God, thats all I know to do and just trust in him , he has always done what is best for me over the years and he has never let me down. I prayed so hard for God to give me and your mom a healthy , beautiful, amazing, loving daughter when we found out we were gonna have a baby and he did just that , it was the Happiest day of my life when i heard the doctor say Its a girl ! I remember that day oh so well, and all the other days that followed. I dont know what has happened over the last 11 years because you or no one else will tell me, and i have asked many many times, still no answer. I can only tell you that i am sorry for what ever it is that you are so hurt over or angry about that you have denied me as your father, that is not the way God intended for any of us to live our lives here on this earth. You and sissy have brought sooo much joy and pride to my little world , maybe i am guilty of not telling you that enough in days gone by , i am sorry i did not let that me known. Bottom line is this : WE all make mistakes in this journey we call life, lord knows i have made plenty myself, BUT that does not make us a bad person for life. God knows all that we do in this world, we can not hide any of it from him. I will close now as this is getting pretty long, I do Love you and Quade very much ,nothing will ever change that , NOTHING ! I will always be here until the good Lord above says my time is up here on this earth, please dont wait too long to do what the good Lord above would want you to do, He does ,after all, knows each and everyones heart ! Love you, Daddy
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 19:07:08 +0000
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