Has been on the phone with Delta Sister for over an hour and just listening to her heart as I see she couldnt sleep either... As I laid in bed and it always happens in clockwork often that those I truly am in a connection with, we work in patterns, including waking up and thinking too much alike at the oddest times... Ive been up since 3 something and just watching shows and trying to rest and my phone went off with text.. I was just thinking of her as what we talked about yesterday is sticking to me and I just need to do some soul searching... And my phone goes off with her text at 4:15 am of Sweetness, are you awake? I dont know why but cant sleep and cant stop thinking about you ... We texted back n forth and yeah, let me tone down as Im just listening and were on the same wavelength... Smiling at one of the texts she sent me... Just listening and think I may step out of a box this round... We just need to be clear on some things to make sure were on the same page.. Yeah, Ive got butterflies... My ONLY FEAR RIGHT NOW?? Is things are moving TOO FAST (for Me at least)... We go way back when, yet as life has gone on we havent talked in a looong while.. She contacts me out of no where last minute but that chemistry is all still there and shes an open book with her life, what shes been through, social media including insisting I see, her work as were networking on a project and I see what shes doing and its good with factual events to back it... But just a little fast as this was the first weekend weve spent like that in yeaaaars and as were planning to continue forward and shes transferring out here, it hasnt even been barely a couple weeks and shes already to lock it down with a relationship status/ label... I understand some things too but just a little cautious so please forgive me... I am keeping an open mind and heart as shes ALWAYS been solid with me and never a reason to question her.. Im just familiar with my past patterns and theres a reason why I pump breaks.. Realizing that not everyone can see what you see or think as you would and vice versa.... But still listening to her on the phone as she is very much used to getting everything she desires and wants.. WHICH IS A GREAT THING AND I GET THAT AND LOVE THAT, ALSO HAS ITS DISADVANTAGES... Im just listening... I DO believe in following your heart.. Just Take Your Head With You...
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 13:38:28 +0000
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